after keeping to myself on any opinions or thoughts of valentines day i actually had an amazing day. christopher was my official valentine and he came to my job & delivered his adorable card and big case of ferrero rochers. peter declared us in a relationship as his way of asking me and delivered a bunch of reeses pieces in hopes of that being what he recalls being my favorite chocolate (he was wrong lmao) and then i came home to find that jay ordered flowers to be here for today.. sooo soo cute AND he got me my own leather journal with an engraving so it’s for me and me only :D tomorrow life will go back to normal and i’m still alone lol but today i definitely felt the love and didn’t need to be bitter or desperate to receive it either and for that i’m grateful. let the life story writing beginnnnnnn